why do i keep going online to see if shes on, its bad enough for me that you already have someone, and you still wanna be friends, i just can handle the pressure

i cant understand it ugh, i mean i really like this girl and i just want to be friends with her, but theres something her that makes my heart melt, and the last three relationships i had didnt work at all, its like they didnt care ugh, sometimes love bites its like getting a small cut, but it feels like a simple no or rejection, i just dont what to, should i rather be friends with her or just let her go ugh… .

hello kitty house

It is unfortunately very true that, without leisure and money, love can be no more than an orgy of the common man. Instead of being a sudden impulse full of ardor and reverie, it becomes a distastefully utilitarian affair. (Charles Baudelaire)